Episodes

4 days ago
4 days ago
In this episode of Beyond the Shahada, Bree walks you through the emotional roller-coaster of sharing your new faith with family and friends. Whether youâre a fresh revert wrestling with midnight panic or riding the post-shahada honeymoon high, youâll discover how to:
Break through fear and rehearse the âheadlineâ - not a ten-minute speech
Anchor your confidence in quick, heart-centered duas
Turn potential conflict into genuine connection with non-preachy conversation moves
Show compassion for loved ones as they process your transformation
Ground your strength
Packed with real-life examples, âCuriosity Firstâ prompts, and relatable analogies, this episode is your roadmap from anxiety to authentic, anchored faith. Tune in, share with a fellow revert, and learn how to keep your relationships strong as you live Islam, one calm conversation at a time.

Wednesday Jul 23, 2025
How My Relationship with God Changed - From Christianity to Islam (My Journey)
Wednesday Jul 23, 2025
Wednesday Jul 23, 2025
In this episode, I share how my relationship with God transformed after walking away from Christianity and, later, embracing Islam.
I didnât leave Christianity for Islam. I left because something felt wrong. The worship felt like performance. The Trinity never made sense. And the emotional highs of church didnât bring lasting connection with God.
Years later, Islam gave me the clarity I had been searching for: one God, no middlemen, no confusion - just real worship.
In this episode, I talk about:⢠Why my âfaithâ in Christianity felt emotionally charged but spiritually disconnected⢠The difference between church worship and Islamic worship⢠How sujood (prostration) humbled me and brought real closeness to God⢠Why Christians say âyou were never really savedâ when you question their beliefs⢠And what I discovered when I stopped performing and started submitting
This is for anyone questioning their connection to God, stuck between confusion and clarity.
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Wednesday Jul 16, 2025
Sarcasm, Sabr & TikTok Trolls: The Muslim Woman Turning Hate Into Dawah
Wednesday Jul 16, 2025
Wednesday Jul 16, 2025
In this episode of Beyond The Shahada, I sit down with Crystal, a Muslim content creator and UK healthcare professional whoâs made a name for herself on TikTok by turning hate comments into dawah, clapbacks into clarity, and stereotypes into strength.
We talk about:
How she handles online hate with grace and sarcasm
What it's really like being a visibly Muslim woman on the internet
The pressure of being seen as the âperfect Muslimâ
Why she started creating content and how her job in intensive care shaped her voice
The serious threats sheâs faced and why she refuses to be silenced
How content creation has deepened her connection with Islam
This conversation is raw, witty, empowering and a must-listen for anyone navigating faith, identity, and visibility in todayâs world.
⨠Donât forget to follow the podcast and connect with us on TikTok, YouTube, and Instagram @beyondtheshahada.
⨠Find Crystal on TikTok: @sister..crystal
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Wednesday Jul 09, 2025
The Balance of Mental Health and Why Hitting Pause Is Important
Wednesday Jul 09, 2025
Wednesday Jul 09, 2025
This week, I had to take a breath. As a mum, a revert, a creator, sometimes it all becomes a little too connecting and draining. So Iâm taking my own advice, and hitting pause.
In this special re-upload, Iâm sharing one of my earliest episodes that feels even more relevant today: the difference between feeling connected to Allah and actually being connected. Itâs a reminder that stillness isnât distance. And that taking time for your mental health, your deen, and your family is part of the connection.
If youâre new to the podcast, welcome, this episode will give you a strong foundation. If youâve heard it before, may it reach you with new clarity.
Next week, Iâll be back with a brand new episode featuring a special guest!
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Wednesday Jul 02, 2025
Healing from the Life I Left Behind: What I Learned After Becoming Muslim
Wednesday Jul 02, 2025
Wednesday Jul 02, 2025
What if the hardest part of converting to Islam wasnât letting go of your old beliefs - but the way people treated you after?
In this deeply personal episode, I open up about what it really felt like to leave behind my life as a Christian and embrace Islam. I talk about the backlash, the accusations, the grief and the surprising peace I found through it all.
âĄď¸ Why some Christians turn hateful after you leave their religionâĄď¸ What Islam taught me about real peace, healing, and self-worthâĄď¸ How I navigated losing friends, family, and my old identityâĄď¸ Why the approval of others isnât worth your soulâĄď¸ And how Allah replaced what I lost with something so much greater
Whether youâre a revert trying to heal, a Muslim struggling to move forward, or someone on the edge of faith - this episode is for you.
đ§ LISTEN NOW if you've ever felt alone on your path to truth.
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Tuesday Jun 24, 2025
What Every Christian Should Know About Islam
Tuesday Jun 24, 2025
Tuesday Jun 24, 2025
If youâre a Christian whoâs ever wondered what Islam actually teaches without the media filters, without the politics, and without the cultural confusion - this episode is for you.
Iâm not here to debate. Iâm not here to convert you.
Iâm just here to share the truths I never heard as a Christian. Truths about the Quran, Jesus, Mary, womenâs rights, and the very God you already believe in.
Because Islam isnât a new religion.Itâs the final message in the same chain that includes Abraham, Moses, and Jesus, peace be upon them all.Itâs not a rejection. Itâs a continuation.
In this episode, we talk about:
The real meaning of âAllahâ
Whether Islam has been changed or preserved
The difference between the Quran, Hadith, and the Bible
Womenâs rights in Islam vs cultural misconceptions
How Muslims view Jesus and Mary
Why we donât worship the Kaaba
And why thereâs no pastor or racial hierarchy in Islam
This is the episode I wish someone had made for me when I was still searching.
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Tuesday Jun 17, 2025
Tuesday Jun 17, 2025
What happens when you grow up deeply rooted in Christianity, but your questions go unanswered? In this episode of Beyond the Shahada, I take you through my personal journey, from Lutheran beginnings, Catholic school, and Pentecostal revivals⌠to reading the Bible cover to cover, discovering shocking truths about Paul, and ultimately, finding Islam.
This wasnât an emotional decision. It wasnât a rebellion. It was years of research, reflection, and sincere prayer and what I found in Islam filled in the blanks that had never made sense to me in the church.
Whether you're a new revert, a curious Christian, or a born Muslim wondering how people come to Islam, this episode is for you.
đď¸ Truth doesn't fear your questions. Keep seeking.
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Tuesday Jun 10, 2025
From Bin Chickens to Niqab: A Bogan Muslimâs Guide To Islamophobia
Tuesday Jun 10, 2025
Tuesday Jun 10, 2025
Todayâs episode is a little different, because Iâm not alone. I sat down with the legendary Aussie Niqabi - Alexis: Campbelltown-born, single mum of three, founder of eco-business The Bin Chicken, and the woman whoâs been making waves (and causing trolls to melt down) on TikTok with her niqab and razor-sharp Aussie humour.
But behind the viral videos? Thereâs a deeper story: a promise to Allah SWT after a brutal custody battle, a life of balancing faith and family, and the reality of facing Islamophobia in Australia - sometimes funny, sometimes scary.
đ Important note: This conversation originally ran almost 2 hours, and has been edited to the best bits. You may also hear her adorable 10-month-old baby in the background, because #MumLife never stops, and there are a few moments where the audio isnât perfect. But this conversation was too important not to share.
We talk about:â
Choosing to wear the niqab in Australiaâ
Facing Islamophobia in everyday life (and Kmart!)â
Navigating co-parenting with a non-Muslimâ
Building community on TikTokâ
Balancing faith and cultureâ
Dismantling stereotypes about Muslim women
đ§ Whether youâre a revert, a Muslim mum, or just curious about life behind the niqab, this is an episode you wonât want to miss.
đ Links:đ Project Quran: projectquran.com.auđ The Aussie Niqabi TikTok: tiktok.com/@theaussieniqabiđ The Bin Chicken: thebinchicken.auđ My links: lnk.bio
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Wednesday Jun 04, 2025
Church Told Me to Obey. Islam Taught Me to Understand | Revert Journey
Wednesday Jun 04, 2025
Wednesday Jun 04, 2025
When I left Christianity, it wasnât out of rebellion. It was because I finally understood what I believed and what I didnât.
This episode is a personal look into why I left church culture behind, how I found clarity in Islam, and the backlash I faced from people who once claimed to love me.
Weâre talking about blind faith vs true understanding, judgment vs sincerity, and why choosing Islam was the most thought-out decision Iâve ever made.
đ¸ Why the church taught obedience without understandingđ¸ How Islam encourages critical thinking and leadershipđ¸ The difference between being accepted⌠and being knownđ¸ And why I couldnât keep pretending once I knew the truth
This oneâs for the people in the TikTok comments, for the quiet thinkers in the back row of church, and for anyone who's ever felt like questioning wasnât allowed.
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Wednesday May 28, 2025
I Was a Christian⌠Until I Actually Read the Bible | My Unfiltered Journey to Islam
Wednesday May 28, 2025
Wednesday May 28, 2025
In this emotional and raw episode of Beyond The Shahada, Bree Shaaban shares her deeply personal journey from Christianity to Islam. From questioning her faith and uncovering discrepancies in the Bible to her life-changing encounter with the Quran, Bree opens up about the moment that transformed her life forever.
After years of studying the Bible, Bree's search for truth led her to Islam, starting with the Quran's scientific miracles and a new understanding of Jesus (AS). In this episode, she dives deep into the questions that caused her to rethink everything:
Why does the Bible contradict itself?
Why is the concept of the Trinity not supported by scripture?
What does the Quran reveal about the truth of Islam and the stories of the prophets?
Bree recounts the night that everything changed for her, and the moment she walked into the Islamic Center, fearing the unknown, only to discover a community full of love, peace, and truth.
This is more than just a conversion story, it's a journey of spiritual awakening and finding answers to the biggest questions in life. Bree now hosts a podcast, runs a Muslim business, and helps others who are on their own journey of seeking truth and discovering Islam.
Tune in to hear about Breeâs unfiltered experience and the powerful message of how seeking knowledge led her to embrace the true path. Whether youâre someone questioning your faith or simply seeking inspiration, this episode is for you.
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